Being around church and church people for about 7 years I have heard several times about how our words are powerful and how they have the power of causing a blessing or a curse. But right now I feel like its bullshit. Dont get me wrong, I still believe it and I still trust God, but right now I wanna run my fist through my wall. I feel like the words I have spoken, that have come from a deep place in my heart, to someone I dearly love have gone unheard and heeded. So this Friday morning at 5:00am, after a long night at work, and through tears and shaking hands I will try and make some sort of sense with this post with out giving up too much info. But I feel like it is more for me than anything else. So I ask (to God mostly), what do I do when my words of love, advice, and experience fall on deaf ears? What do I do when it feels like my tear filled prayers that I cry out to God everyday seem to go unanswered? Right now I am in a place of serious pain. These past few weeks have been some of the worst of my life. They have been filled with pain, anger, despair, tears, rage, and more pain. What do you do when someone you love so deeply is making some of the biggest mistakes of their life? How can you save them from the pain and consequences that they are headed for 90mph? I feel like I cant do anything to help this person. And the pain is unbearable. I cant sleep, I am sick to my stomach, and my days are filled with worry and dread. I feel like I am at the point where I just wanna say fuck it and give up. But I know that I cant. I just dont know what to do! I swear Im gonna give my self a fucking ulcer sometime soon. Anyways, I dont know how much sense that even makes but I dont really care. I just need to get it out somehow. Also, Im sorry for the profanity, but this post was just my raw and unedited emotion on a computer screen. lol. Well, Ima try and get some kinda rest. Btw, If any of you know what this post is about, please dont say anything specific in your comments. Thanks alot. Dre | 
Tim Duncan twisted his knee and now he will have an MRI on Monday. Until then I will be holding my breath and PRAYING HARD!!
) will receive their rings and have their 4th Championship Banner raised live on TNT (6pm, check it out 
) then they will start their 2007-2008 season against Portland. Man I cant wait!!! Time to repeat as champs!!! Thats it for now.